Prayerful graffiti
Colin Treworgy
I laughed a little as I read a small sign someone pinned on our office
bulletin board.
 | STAGES OF A PROJECT |
 | 1. Enthusiasm |
 | 2. Disillusionment |
 | 3. Panic |
 | 4. Search for the Guilty |
 | 5. Punishment of the Innocent |
 | 6. Honors
and Accolades for the Non-Participants |
My nervous laugh didn't do much to relieve my anxiety. I was enthusiastic
when I started managing my current project, but delays, extra costs, technical
difficulties and personnel problems soon developed. Now it seemed like we
were in the Disillusionment stage rapidly heading for Panic.
No matter how hard I worked, there was little progress.
I often pray for guidance in my work, but this time the challenges seemed
so numerous, diverse and complex that I had difficulty in knowing how to pray.
Later that day, while at my desk ruminating about the project, I remembered
the sign.
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I scrawled: "Love of Life, God."
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I don't know if it was frustration or inspiration that impelled me,
but suddenly I found myself snatching the sign off the bulletin board. Next
to the first stage (Enthusiasm), I scrawled: "Love of Life,
God," and I added a favorite verse of mine from the Bible, "Rejoice in the
Lord always."
In that moment, enthusiasm changed for me—it turned from being
fragile and ephemeral to being based on something permanent. It became the
celebration and appreciation of spiritual goodness. I believe that this goodness
is abundant, available to everyone, and has its source in an ever-present
spiritual power that many people call God. I believe that we all have a daily
opportunity to witness and experience this spiritual goodness.
To my surprise, this rebellious alteration of the sign was a great relief.
Warming to my task, I looked at the next stage on the list: Disillusionment.
"Hmmm," I thought. "That means to get rid of illusions." I figured that the
illusion I needed to get rid of was that spiritual goodness was missing from
or irrelevant to my work on this project. Next to Disillusionment
I wrote, "Spiritual vision, discernment of spiritual reality."
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I continued transforming the sign.
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I continued transforming the sign to match what I believe about spirituality. Panic
was changed to "Peace, confidence in God's allness." Search for the
Guilty was replaced by "Listening to God." For Punishment
of the Innocent, I substituted "Omnipotence of good, ever-present
justice." Honors and Accolades for Non-Participants became
"Glory to omnipresent God and personal humility."
When I finished, I felt comforted and confident in a way I hadn't for
a long time. Why? I think because my graffiti was really a form of prayer.
Mary Baker Eddy, the author of Science and Health, describes
prayer as "conscientious protests of truth." This prayer is the vigorous,
firm and steadfast declaration of universal, unchanging spiritual truths that
counteract the depressing load of daily challenges. I've found this to be
an effective way to pray.
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This outlook gave me a new enthusiasm.
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I kept that sign and looked at it every day from then on. It inspired
me to aggressively resist being pulled down by discouragement and to be alert
to spiritual goodness. This outlook gave me a new enthusiasm for the project
and a basis for praying about specific problems.
There was no dramatic turnaround of events, but I understood better
what was really going on. In the midst of challenges, I was confident that
spiritual goodness was with me. The results were progress, a clearer sense
of direction and new ideas that led to solutions. The project was successfully
completed.
In prayer, it's not the specific words that matter so much as the spiritual
ideas at work in your heart. Let that spirit animate your work. This prayer
brings results!
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